Truely Thankful
I used to think that my life would never go back to what it used to be. I used to think that everything i've been dreaming of, the way i shaped my future, it was all gone. I used to think that no one is going to replace the ones i had. I used to thing that no place was like the place I was in. I used to think that nothing would ever be the same again.
But I was wrong..
I always kept questioning myself, whether i made the right decision to pause what i was doing for a while, and start fresh several months later. Although I believe Allah helped make everything go smooth and easy for me, I wasnt sure I was happy, or will change and be happy after it starts again.
Time proved me wrong..
I now truely believe that everything happens for a reason. We might not know it or realize it at the time it happens, or maybe never, but Allah shapes our lives in the most accurate measure of order. Thats how life moves on on this planet. What goes around comes around, and everyone gets what they deserve sooner or later.
I used to try hard to convince myself that life moves on and that we should moved on with it. Now, i'm moving on without really realizing it and I can barely catch up with all the progress. I feel much happier than I ever was. I am much more relaxed at what I do. The people around me are greater than I ever wished for il7emdilla, and I truely cherish them. I am finally getting to know the family that I was always far away from. I much more honest with myself. None of this would've happened if i hadnt made that decision. I might've never moved on at this pace or as fully as i have. I might've never got to know the truely amazing friends that I have. I might've never been as healthy as I am. I might've never had so much opportunities. I might've never been so close to my mum. And most importantly, I might've never been as happy.
I am finally ME. Not just the old me, but a better me. And I'm very glad and thankful for everything Allah has been granting me in the past year. Im looking forward for the bright future in front of me.
But I was wrong..
I always kept questioning myself, whether i made the right decision to pause what i was doing for a while, and start fresh several months later. Although I believe Allah helped make everything go smooth and easy for me, I wasnt sure I was happy, or will change and be happy after it starts again.
Time proved me wrong..
I now truely believe that everything happens for a reason. We might not know it or realize it at the time it happens, or maybe never, but Allah shapes our lives in the most accurate measure of order. Thats how life moves on on this planet. What goes around comes around, and everyone gets what they deserve sooner or later.
I used to try hard to convince myself that life moves on and that we should moved on with it. Now, i'm moving on without really realizing it and I can barely catch up with all the progress. I feel much happier than I ever was. I am much more relaxed at what I do. The people around me are greater than I ever wished for il7emdilla, and I truely cherish them. I am finally getting to know the family that I was always far away from. I much more honest with myself. None of this would've happened if i hadnt made that decision. I might've never moved on at this pace or as fully as i have. I might've never got to know the truely amazing friends that I have. I might've never been as healthy as I am. I might've never had so much opportunities. I might've never been so close to my mum. And most importantly, I might've never been as happy.
I am finally ME. Not just the old me, but a better me. And I'm very glad and thankful for everything Allah has been granting me in the past year. Im looking forward for the bright future in front of me.
posted by ~crystalina~ at 5:45 PM
3 Comments:
Everything is written before us, every decision we make (wrong we see it, or right) every step we take, hole we avoid, light we see.. it's all meant to be..
I have learned not to regret.. because i know and i'm sure that they should be a reason for it that we might not realise ..
I like what u wrote and i see it very logical and meaningful.. I dont know if its a habbit in me or just a mood.. but i enjoy reading between the lines, and what i see between ur lines is something that brought a smile to my face.. n so i smile back... =)
Best of Luck .. ^_*
Life Goes On .. and as Nagmat Uae said Everything Is writing before it happens .. and Everything happens for a reason =).. Wish you the best =D
"I now truely believe that everything happens for a reason. We might not know it or realize it at the time it happens, or maybe never, but Allah shapes our lives in the most accurate measure of order."
very true. its funny how we realize it at a later stage in our life.. i once read somewhere that its not age which makes us mature but rather the experiences we go thru in life.. im glad you're much happier now *hugZz*
Allah ywafegch in every step you take toward ur future sweetness.. i believe in u! =D
this was a very touchy update *sniff sniff*
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